| Merry... Mishmash. |
[Dec. 26th, 2005|06:58 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Yuki - Joy | ] |
Alright. Merry mishmash everyone. >> Since I'm tired of people asking me what I got for Christmas. I got Dragon warrior VIII, With a FFXII Demo, HP2 dvd, How to draw Manga book, a sweater, a case of coke, a beer, chocolates [I dunno if I'mma eat em all >>] Uhm... Hnn... -thinks- Soaps, -goes blank- The rest is in the bratshack.
I'm bored at the moment, and really wanna post, but I don't know if I ... can with my aunt, uncle, ect. in the room. haha. I think It'd disturb them quite a bit.
By the way Ang. I said this before, that last one, was fsckin brilliant. x3
Well. I'm going to see if I can get some paper and a pencil for later. Since I got a new drawing book. It's sweet, shows how to do some of the digital editing too. I gotta get started on that.
Why have I forgotten to update this for a while? Forgot how good it is to write all my random little thoughts down... and Trust me. A few days up at grandpa's hosue... your thoughts are VERY Random. =D You gotta love it here.
Hopefully I'll get some before I go.. I dunno about this time though. Which sucks ass, by the way. Oh well, what can ya do.
I hope I can write some Yuri tonight. >> Damn it.
Hurrah for boredom.
this is an odd occurance. Me, someone who hates snow... having the oddest urge for about six months now... to want to snowboard. Yeah, Me, 90lb nothing, wanting to slide down a mountain on a board, knowing if I land wrong, I'll break myself. Just the velocity itself would probably snap me in two. That or turn me into some sort of Kyte. O o; -imagines self with poofy jacket flying in the wind-
Yes. Anyways. Now lets see here, what to write...?
sounds time enough for a beer. >> I havn't drank today, it's Christmas. I'll see if they have some in a few.
Bah hah, it's either get off of LJ and make random useless posts or play Yatzee... or sommat.. >> I choose randomness..
Though I best be wasting my time somewhere else though >> My mind is too randm at times. xD;
Ooo~!! Socks, lots of socks. XD The one thing my house never has. >> |
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| Merry bloody X-mas... Litterally. |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|05:49 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| | Very Amused by the Dead bird. | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Straight out of Compton - NWA | ] |
Haha. Highlight of my trip to Port today, besides Hydroplaining and splashing my cousin's friends Car. Was when I showed up at my aunt and uncles a few minutes ago. There's Uncle Jim, in the Barn, with a turkey hanging from a rope from the ceiling. %D He had just cut it's head off, had it's wings binded with cloth. Head was hanging from a rope off the side of the chopping block on a string. XD Dripping with blood. Took off the cloth, and it was still freaking out and flappign it's wings, even though it was headless. XD Dear god, isn't that sick to be my highlight? XD I'm just messed up that way. >>
Well, It's Xmas, and here in Alberni, it's going slow. >>
Try to update a.s.a.p. >> Probably not till tomorrow. Since I'm here anyways. |
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[Nov. 20th, 2005|08:31 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| | Good | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Be your girl - Elfen Lied ending | ] |
I've Been stamped. Hurrah!!
Hayate Rules. %D |
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| Hurrah for the love of roleplaying. |
[Nov. 19th, 2005|03:02 pm] |
An update for you. Haha.
I've been doing a lot today, even though it doesn't seem like it, from me sitting in my room. Lastnight, Aoi and I started rping, and we picked that up again today. It got me able to finally write a post for Ang. It's not much, but it's something. The Rp that Aoi and I are doing is actually quite interesting, about our blood mages. ^ ^
When We get it to a point, I'll probably write it all down. -has been saving it- %D.
So, that's my update. Hurrah. ¬¬.
Ja ne. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2005|09:15 am] |
Cause one day it ends.. and one day we die..*
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. Even if we've never met in 'real' life. When you're finished, paste this little paragraph in your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. |
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| My birthday yesterday |
[Nov. 12th, 2005|09:05 am] |
| [ | Aura |
| | Tired but happeh | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Stupid Mother fucker - Mindless self-indulgent | ] |
Woke up early yesterday, hung around the computer for a long while in the morning. The Day before Kiesha came over at night, and gave me my birthday present. A guitar tuner! & an anime drawing. XD Alaina came by yesterday around noon, and gave me a bag, I look in, see face cleaner, shampoo, conditioner, a bag of candy, and brownies... I was like "What.. brownies?"
"Oh, those are for after this." opens the little candy bag, and there is a Pipe shaped like a turtle with a bowl-o-chron in his stomach. %D
It was fucking sweet. Marley and all of them left shortly afterward. Uncle Ernie called to wish me a Happy birthday and said he had something for me, so I walked up there, and he hands me six bucks, and $1.40 in popcans. Haha, it was cute. Quickly walk back home, and I had already missed Adam Broere, He left me beautiful earrings and a necklace. <3 It's so Pretty!!!
Marley told me to come over at three. so Not thinking I went there. open the door to her room, and Daryl, Darryl, Chelsea, Sam, Elana, Bandit, all Yell surprize. Then Daryl and Darryl came out with roses and carnations for me. Got a card with pretty much everyones signatures and a "Happy Novemberance Day" from Reno. We eat the cake. Drink beer till more people showed up. Erik Rykman gave me a joint and smoked a gram with me, Out of my new turtle pipe. XD Kiesha showed up too, after a bit. Nikki showed up after work with a free Pizza for us. then hours later, we're all plasterd, Nikki and I are dancing, Kie yells "Table Dance!!" so Nikki and I were on the table dancin and grinding. XD Yeah. It was funneh! Danced with Marley Chelsea, Elana and Sam too. Haha. Had a dance with Daryl too. ^ ^;;I was so drunk and baked lastnight. XD
[That and I forgot that Kohaku was supposed to come down. She did, but I missed her... cause of the unexpected party... T T I'm sorry Kohaku.]
First actual suprize party ever.
Dad came in this morning, and gave me a gift from Bonnie -shudders- a pretty little Kitty Pin. with Sapphires for the eyes.
Thats all I can remember... EXCEPT! LMFAO
My friend Kie. XD It was hillarious, she was wearing a crappy, old pair of Nikki's underwear, and I guess Darryl gave her a wedgie and tore them a bit. Well, later, Erik Kie and Daryl [cant remember if Darryl was there.] were fooling around, and one of them grabbed her underwear to give her another wedgie and they ripped completely off and out of her pants. XD XD LMFAO. |
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| Get to know yourself better |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|03:51 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| | High | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | flower of carnage | ] |
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. |
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| I POSTED! FINALLY.... Figures... u u |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| |  Depressed as usual.. | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | So much - Spill Canvas | ] |
Finally, I got rid of my stupid block and was able to write a few sentances to the RP on Ang's Forum. It wasn't much, but I'm sure she'll be happy with it...
When she comes back, that is. It totally figures that when I get rid of my block and post... her computer is dead and she has no way to check it. <3 Oh well, she'll see it soon enough.
I've been in a very.. very.. bad mood today. I'm sorry if I was being a stubborn Jack-ass today. I know to some people I have. When I'm in that type of mood... nothing online can be said to me that'd get me out of it. -sigh- Sorry. In real life.. that's a different story... I can only think of two people that'd be able to get me out of that mood... Adam, and Dave. Adam just has to show up and say something completely stupid and I'd smile. Bestfriend since Pre-school, what can ya say. Dave... he wouldn't have to say anything at all.. all he'd have to do is smile at me, and I'd be set for the rest of my day... Sad thing is, he doesn't know that... Hurrah for life and it's stupid little complexities.
Talking to Jesse now. Hurrah. Another person I havn't seen in... 10 years. Oo;
I should see if Uriel is online... He's always entertaining, when your bored out of your skull.
I find, I cry ... too much, almost. These past three ... four weeks, I havn't been able to sleep, without cryin first... Will the Tears go away? Most of the time, it doesn't seem so...
Well.. I'm going to... probably cry now...
Ja ne... |
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| an update. haha. |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|12:39 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| | good | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Toy box - ICP | ] |
Hurrah for updates.
Today was odd... I clicked on KyraZakuro's screenname on msn, and msn search comes up, then forwards me to ~Almost official~. LMFAO It was ODD.
Then, I got bored, and searched my old friends list on my YukiAkari account, Added my old friend cky01. Quite fun stuff. Hope she remembers me. Oo; She should, all I ever did was confuse her, and she was the one who made YukiAkari as pretty as it is. ^ ^
I miss Ang... I've missed her for the past few days online, than her computer desides to get sick and Die... well, it's been sick from months... Hopefully she gets a new one, soon.
I've been thinking, and trying to write, but nothign seems to come up as of yet. I'll stare for HOURs at the forum if I have to, to come up with something... and I should draw... It's getting near the "Bah-humbug" season so, I should probably draw something for Ang and Forrest.
I'm going to stay as close to the computer today as I can. Kei said he really needed to talk to me, and he'd be on around 9 or 10 his time, which could mean later or earlier.
talking to Genieclass about the HP series, and how people Ruin books for others. That's one of my pet peeves. If I am reading a book, and you know a lot about it. Don't tell me what happens five chapters ahead of where I am. So many people ruined the 5th book for me and it was really uncalled for. Can't wait till the seventh book..
I need to start watching some FLCL... but I've been to lazy to.. double click the files... pathetic.. haha.
Mana [from AIM] is talking about a G-rave she's having. Haha. A Rave of 3 people in her Garage... XD XD Too bad I couldn't go.. stupid New York State being so far away... Haha. Now going off about how she likes to braid hair. XD She's gonna get her friends brother all drunk at the G-rave and BRAID HIS HAIR! She's a serial braidist I tell you!
Well, Marley's on her way here, so I should probably try to get this in faster...
Monday tomorrow, Gear-man is comming to see me. I feel like an ass cause it's so hard for me to get to courtenay, to go see him. Sorry if it seems like I just don't want to, it's just really, I can't. No rides, plus not being able to drive, plus most of my family either working, or drunk out of their mind... -sigh- Gomen.
I miss MANA-CHAN [from MSN] She's Training though. Stupid Army.. Bah. Her choice, if she thinks she can do it, ALL POWER TO YA! Besides, it'll help her get a career, and we want Mana nice and rich so she can fly me to see her. XD XD LMFAO JK.
Well. JA NE!! I'll update later. |
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| Hurrah for work. |
[Nov. 4th, 2005|02:57 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| |  Blah | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Good times - Finger Eleven | ] |
Last two days, I've been in Courtenay. I got a job at North Island College... I fscking Hate it. Adam's quitting sunday, and I might too. Probably will. I have no way there if Adam's not working there.
-sigh- Get a job in Dodge, it'll be better. at least I'll be able to -get- to work. |
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| Hurrah for pictures. |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|06:32 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| | discontent | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Aiko - Hanabi | ] |
Daryl and Darryl.
Halloween 2005
Hey, here's a short update.
Been bored today. Should get my Ass in Gear.
Eleven Days till I'm twenty... Hurrah for OLD. ><
Ja. |
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| ALL HALLOW'S EVE!! <3 |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|10:42 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| |  Drunk as a skunk in a...trunk? | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Mini Moni - Crazy about you | ] |
Happy Halloween everyone.
I was in a very.. bitter mood earlier, and I must appologize to a few people. Ryan, for one, Brandon G, for another.
Ended up hanging out with Chelsea, Daryl, Darryl, and Marley, for a while around six or so. Got to the Park and twenty or more people were there. I had like two beer. Lance or someone lit a firecacker and it flew towards Dave Kroker. Twice that night, he was very nearly hit by one. the best one was the one that flew like an inch away from his ear and singed his hair. Lmfao.
Walked around town for a bit with Daryl, Darryl, Marley, Chelsea, Sam, Katrina, Bandit ..Jessica(?) and My new 'cousin' [well, third from marriage] Ray for an hour or so. It was great.
Went back home, got Chelsea and I some more beer. XD than went walking somemore.
I got side tracked by the park, talking to Stan for a good long while about how Nikki reserves shit and never picks up. After a while Stan wanted me to meet his girlfriend. It was eight thirty than ten minutes later, I swear, it was ten. X x; lmfao. Ended up talking to Sky for a while it was great. Hanging out with Stan, Kyel, Sky, Dave, Jordon, Stans girlfriend. oo; and Erik.
Oh well, two pot cookies and three beer is worth an hour and a half there. XD
I just got back a few minutes ago. Felt bad that I kind've ditched everyone else without totally realizing it. Oh well. 4 beer and a shot of Bacardi will do that to ya. Best Halloween I've had in a very long time.
I went trick or treating... well, two houses, but still. lmfao. I was 'the goth that wanted some fscking candeh!!'. It was sweet.
well. I should head off. Marley is upstairs waiting for me.
OH! OH! OH! Darryl got a few pictures that I =need= to get copies of. Daryl lifting me up. Daryl, Chelsea and I, The whole GROUP. Oh my God! It's gonna be Great!!
PEACE OUT YA'LL!! |
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| Hurrah for October... |
[Oct. 26th, 2005|08:50 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Start - Kreva | ] |
Again. Why?
My Dad went to the doctors today. Doesn't look good either. Find out exactly tomorrow, but he might have lung cancer... I know he secretly wants to die the same way as mom... I didn't know it'd be so soon...
Yeah, You an Imagine my feelings... |
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| Hurrah. |
[Oct. 26th, 2005|02:22 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| |  Hyperish | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Malice Mizer - Beast of Blood | ] |
Hey, thought I'd write while I'm waiting.
Waiting for my friend Brandon to show up, won't be for like an hour or so though.
I got so fscking drunk at threeball lastnight. It was Sheila's birthday, so I had more than I would've. Like five beer. Got home at ten than ended up talking to Brandon on the phone for two hours, while I'm completely shitfaced, making an ass out of myself. It was fucking great. XD
Adam and I were going to Train this morning but we were too hungover. lol. Gotta love Birthdays, and Hangovers.
-whispers- "Beast of Blood..."
Love this song.
Ja ne. |
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| A year has past so quickly. |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|10:38 pm] |
| [ | Aura |
| | horny | ] |
| [ | song for the soul |
| | Mirai e - Kiroro | ] |
Time flys, and flutters by like a butterfly on the breeze. A year has gone by since my mother has passed away, and it barely feels like a month. I miss her even more today than I have all year.
Got to find myself a distraction from reality...
Resume handing out tomorrow... Fun stuff. Hopefully I actually get hired this time.
I don't know what else to write at the moment, except for I need to get writing again... O o;
Peace out. |
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